I seem to be ranting in most of my entries recently, and rightly so, I am getting so fed up with people.
I can't stand some of my colleagues, I hate continually being accused of being slack, hate being ordered around, I freaking hate almost everything that has to do with office life.
I feel lethargic, fat and unhealthy. There is hardly any spirit in me. God seems like a million miles away and I am like trying desperately to reach him but I keep getting pushed back by the current.
I have lost the zest for almost anything. Someone save me from this misery.
Hopefully if I smile and laugh real hard everything will be better and just go away.

People are doing things for the wrong reasons, being nice for the wrong reasons, working hard for the wrong reasons. Do my actions lead me to betterment of oneself.